Or maybe a baby means she doesn’t have to torture them. Like when I was in navy boot camp. Our company commanders would yell and beat the hell out of Faith cross shirt. They had to. To test our stress level and push us and strengthen us. It was their jobs. We hated them for it at the time.
Official Faith cross shirt and hoodie
But we later learned, just before we graduated and left that they hated that part of their job. But they had to be strict and mean and firm. I wonder for aunt Lydia, she’s doing her job. Perhaps she believes in her cause. But you notice, she’s never actually the one who’s harming the Faith cross shirt.
She makes others do it. And the fact that Offred is now pregnant means she can’t harm her or it endangers the baby. She seemed the same with Janine. I guess we’ll won’t know till we see her back story. Who knows. Maybe she lost a baby or something somewhere and that’s why she’s this Faith cross shirt.